i dont understand why i feel like this.. Like im lonely,like i have no one there for me..

I just wanna lay in bed and cry. Im not use to being like this. I cant deal with having to put on a fake smile and tell them im fine. 

That one guy who picks you up because your to short to get on the seat of a ride then holds your hand

You’re honestly the only guy thats acctually made me feel especial